islenska 06.07.06 ______Here Comes MICKEY`!
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Saturday, January 5, 2008

I've found my New love for XANGA!!!so byebye blogspot!

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Squeaks` @* 2:50 PM
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Monday, December 31, 2007

December 31
ah yes.. the last day of 2007.. what can i say? its really been a hell of a ride.. to cut it short, 2007 was great..its been more than a year since i graduated secondary school, more than half a year since i start my school life in TCC... there's so much for me to say about the year 2007 but unfortunately, yours truly is too lazy to do so..

Well, initially i thought i'd start the year 2007 bumming around, lazing around at home.. i did too!!but my mum dragged me up and got me into looking for schools to start after BDS...met lots of obstacles on the way...but it was met with a great ending with me booked into TCC in tacoma Washington..it's like completing one of my dreams to study in some farfaraway country...

TCC started out fun and joyful...looking back at the posts in this blog...i realize how much i missed the initial innocent happiness..i've met 2 of the nicest mentors whom are my closest friends in tacoma now...i'm thankful for the people who are genuinely caring to guide me through the first 3 months...i'm also greatful for that significant that walked through everything along side with me here...lucky for me..you were there when i most needed you...

My second quarter was a little downgrading...many went back home and graduated...summer was unlike any other summer....i moved into apartment...got to met 3 other new friends who are sweet and wonderful...they made my summer a hell lot better than i expected it would be....went to the beach...went swimming...jacky got his licsence...we kept driving up to korean street for brunches...and i spent the summer break mostly watching girls next door...and hanging out with the one i adore...

Third quarter passed so quickly that i could barely remember the details...fall orientation was great...lots of new students...and a group of them soon became my closest playmates and friends...see them almost everyday this quarter...learned mahjong from professor annabel...learned even more hk slangs from all of them...fall started out rocky and unpleasant...but it did turned out wonderful...arguments...bitching behind backs...rumours flew around like mad this quarter...we all pulled through..though with bruises and scars...the bond has remained tight and secure...With you...i could go through a dozen more pain...you are the one who can bring me to light..put burden off my already hunched back...

Snowtubing...Vancouver trip..Portland trip...Birthday parties...Ice skating...Zoo trips...Strolls along the beach...Crazy shopping trips in seattle...Dinner parties...Every little detail are like embrossed into my memories...i thank God with everything i have at this moment.

Squeaks` @* 12:51 AM
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Sunday, December 30, 2007




I've been lazy with blogging...here are the Vancouver pictures!!
We went to Vancouver during the fall break...It was a 3 hours plus drive...i fell asleep at the backseat most of the time...we were all exhausted in the hotel...we had lots of good food like steamboat...milktea...korean bbq...sashimi...oysters!!!
3 days just passed so quickly...

Squeaks` @* 11:40 PM
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say
I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

Squeaks` @* 6:25 AM
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Sunday, December 16, 2007



























Pictures in fall quarter..

It's holidays now...YAY!!Martin Arthur and Stanley went back to hong kong already...hope they'll have a Fan-ta-bulous time back home...

I've been watching alot of dramas!!!WHOOO!!
Boring holidays...gotta look forward to the Vancouver trip on Friday...

Squeaks` @* 3:28 AM
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Squeaks` @* 6:05 PM
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Friday, December 7, 2007

I must just be the most unfortunate person in the whole world today...

First...i embarrassed myself infront of that fucking ass attitude jerk...
Then...i broke my racket...
Last...i kept getting hit by volleyballs..

Okok...i was exaggerating...i might not be the MOST unfortunate..but i certainly do fit in into the unlucky category...

I HATE SEEING THE INTIMACY...i dont know why...i just feel a little gross...maybe i'm just not used to it...but a small part of me wish that i'll never get used to it...

I've made my decision...my choice...but reaching the ultimate fantasy can never be easy...everyone stops to obstruct your plan...and make things difficult for you to complete...causing u to fail again and again...maybe it was a wrong start right from the beginning...

I made 5 stones!!!anyone still remember how to play that?????i'm making friendship band as well!!!!scarve as well!!!!shit...finals is next week...

Squeaks` @* 1:20 AM
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I dont know wad the fuck is wrong with you...showed idiotic attitude the whole week...wad did i do to piss u off?i dont remember doing u any wrong...so stop your stupid egoistic talks and behaviour...and do yourself some good old reflection for your own sake...it is not a loss in any sense for me to lose a shitty attitude friend...

Squeaks` @* 1:16 AM
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Squeaks` @* 12:57 AM
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Monday, December 3, 2007


I was the second batch to wake up early in the morning at 6am...everyone was waiting to use the bathrooms...get a quick breakfast...dress up...style hair...makeup...etc....we quickly got ready when J came back to pick us up...

Played card games at train station while waiting for the train....we boarded the train at 8...me arthur martin and stanley got a seat with a table to continue our game...played card games for like 3 hours...a little boring...i had fun though,...knitting occationally....my new passion...It snowed for abit outside...but i was really warm in my seat...I had a fantastic view though....

Reached Portland at 11...we walked and walked...bought adidas shoes...SO BLOODY CHEAP OK!!!no tax and it was on sale...then we went to a grandeur looking sushi land to eat...i was not hungry at all...but still managed to gobble up several plates of delectable sushi...my newest love..SCALLOPS!!!!it literally melts in your mouth....HMMMMMMM....

We continued our stroll down the beautiful downtown...shopped in boutiques...then went to take a bus to Loyld centre...we went ice skating!!!WHOO...my legs were damn sore....skate and skate....took pictures....all in all..i had so much fun...

The trip back was a little tiring...slept for a while...it snowed again...kept laughing at alex and margo's dirty jokes...american dirty jokes...lol!!

OUT!

Squeaks` @* 1:01 AM
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Super UBER tired la...Went home after school to take a nap...badminton was fun...played with many people...

Gonna get my glasses tml!

Squeaks` @* 1:05 AM
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Romance is in the air!!!Everyone has a girlfriend or boyfriend or some secret admirer sort....romance troubles romance games happening all in TCC...Arent they tired with all those stuff?!



I'll be totally honest...i dont like it when my friends get into a relationship and throws everything aside...that really irritates me...all i'm saying is...dont make a 180 degree change in your attitude towards friends, studies, family, etc. And i hate HATE being ignored when i'm serious about stuff....i'm selfish...i want to be close to my friends forever and ever....which i know is unfortunately impossible...therefore...the only thing i can think of now is how much i hate spastic relationships that has to let their friends suffer from their indiscreet relationship afflicts...endless agitation and distress...

I'm FAT...OMG....cant imagine i've gained all the weight at all the wrong places...at my waist and thighs....-0- ..shit shit shit shit shit...

My biggest accomplishment today=completed ANTM cycle 8....

Squeaks` @* 12:42 AM
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

First of all!!!I'm sooooo happy with my toefl scores!!!I got 105 points!!YAY!!!!!!!!!

okok...that was a whole lot of exclamation marks...i'm still so happy about doing well in it...and i love this mickey blog skin...sooo adorable!

Today is the last day of thanks giving holidays...haix..time really flys....this 5 days went soooo quick...had really took this opportunity to relax...went to sleep past 3am every night....wake up after 1pm every afternoon...

Spent 2 days watching ANTM cycle 8 and 9....i know it was such a waste of time spending my day watching youtube....but i found it entertaining really...We also had steamboat on one of the nights....correction...2 of the nights...we finished the leftovers....cocky and joanna and alex joined us too...went to joanna's place for the night to prepare for the shopping bargains on black friday...hehehehe....we were nuts...got up in the freezing winter morning at 5am....took the bus to seattle and shopped till 2pm....OMG...i was seriously on the verge of fainting after walking through the big crowd in downtown seattle....both us managed to buy some really nice stuff for a good price...

Last night..we went to have dinner at sushiland...it was fabulous...ate alot alot alot...didnt have to wait long this time round too!!the hermit crab was was delectable...played AOC at home...WAAAA...SO DAMN FUN LA!!

This morning...went to a seminar about uni transf....learned some stuff...quite useful to me....

CAnt wait to get my AE stuff!!!!!

I'm broke....how to go portland?!

Squeaks` @* 10:04 PM
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Sunday, November 18, 2007





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Squeaks` @* 10:42 PM
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Friday, November 16, 2007

Finally after 2 months of waiting...my huge box of snacks + miscellaneous stuff came!!
Me and cash couldnt get it to fit into the car...so we ended up taking all the stuff out of the box...
I just registered for 3 classes next quarter...Econ 201...Sociology 110...and Psychology 206!! I was planning initially to take 20 credits...but i guess i couldnt find another class to fit into this schedule...maybe chemistry??
Why must she be like that?Getting close to a person and then once you got wad u wanted in the first place..u totally forgot ur friend...Is he really that important to u?issit worth all the people u pushed aside along the way?

Squeaks` @* 12:42 AM
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Saturday, November 10, 2007

This week has passed so quickly...i could barely remember the details each day...I finally went to lakewood to play badminton on monday...which was great...i got the chance to play against many pros there...trained a little with jason...it was a fruitful night...didnt do much at all this week....Sports night was fun too!!

Today...we all went to seattle...had afternoon tea....ate alot!shopped downtown..refrained myself successfully from buying everything that i love in urban outfitters...i must say thanks to annabel and kwan...they stopped me from spending too much....had dinner at sushi land....ahhh...sushi finally...though we had to wait for some time...met gray tim and jacky there...

Things are actually getting better...i'm happier now...

Toefl scores isnt out yet...i'm so nervous....i've been discussing with cocky about getting the Associates degree lately....we both dont think it is necessary to attain it since we're getting the bachelor degree anyways....but...i really doubt my mum would allow me to do that....lets just see how things go....

It's cocky's birthday tml!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!

Squeaks` @* 10:11 PM
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Sunday, November 4, 2007

Halloween party was kinda boring cause there arent many people there, i just spent almost the entire night making the glittery sequin mask with annable...the fun part really began when we were packing up for the night....we started playing with balloons...cutting short the strings making it hard for people to jump up and get it...using it to play rugby...played step the balloon with stanley...taking many many pictures....mostly candid ones...and some on purpose when few camera lights kept flashing infront of your face...

Reached home...bathed...cut cake...sang birthday song for arthur...played poker...went to get supper at jack in the box...then finally at 1 plus...i was forced to sleep by everyone...could barely sleep at all...wanted so badly to go out and play...

Woke up at 11 plus this morning...was awaken by them again...got pushed outta bed...changed...ate breakfast...then time to leave for toefl!!!OMG OMG OMG...so damn hard...reading was tough...oral was tough...didnt finish all the questions...no time...how to read a passage and complete all those questions in just 20 min???how to prepare oral in just 15 seconds???ahhh....sat there for 4 hours...so tiring...the room was small...there was barely any space between each candidate...i could hear the guy next to me clearing his throat every 2 min....bloody irritating...

Sleepy!

Squeaks` @* 3:29 AM
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Friday, November 2, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARTHUR!!!

Squeaks` @* 3:27 AM
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Thursday, November 1, 2007

I hate Nancy Pearl for various reasons...

Keely is probably sick...wonder if there's class tml...was greeted with many happy halloweens today...saw devils and angels in school...i'm like so slow...didnt know today is halloween till almost end of sch someone told me....it's dumb to celebrate it on friday when the festives is already over...anyhow...i'm gonna try get costumes tml or sth....lost some of the spirits due to my anxiety for toefl this saturday...AHHHHHHHH...no preparation or wadsoever....and it's halloween party and arthur's birthday the day before...how am i suppose to calm down and mentally prepare for it???there's too much excitement....

Shouldn't have...Never should have skipped tcc singers yesterday...then i wouldnt be so unhappy...maybe they're right...it's time for me to do some self reflection...

My temper is getting worse by week...by more and more bad news coming in...when bad luck strikes...it never seems to stop...it'll only worsen...everything seems to go the opposite way of ur preferrence...

There's finally only the 3 of us left in the apartment...it's been so long since i could have my own room to myself for some time...for me to think things over...to just do wadever i'm comfortable with...to have some quality time with those 2 boys....

Attempt to mend things is difficult to start...but wadever it takes...there's no harm trying to make my life better...

I hate this blogskin...

Squeaks` @* 1:35 AM
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

No econs again...slacked in library...saw pins and needles that irritates my sight...byebye!

Squeaks` @* 10:36 AM
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Saturday, October 27, 2007

You know...I am a person who reads tooo much about what people say...Even if it means zlich...i get offended by the slightest remark... which is not exactly a good thing...plus...tcc is a place where remarks and rumours flys around like mad...that doesnt exactly help with anything.. i told some significants to watch their words since some words said can really pierce and be really detrimental...It fell on deaf ears.... The jokes carried on...the hurtful lines were still replaying...

I was so...confused...Why can't pp just understand that every individual has a different set of limits... Why can't pp just learn how to shut their foul mouth... That thought kept lingering on my mind.. past dialogues kept replaying... I kept thinking of what could have been..what could I have rebutted to protect myself...

I am tired of this whole hypocrisy thing... I know what's he done to me & I don't even bother concealing it... I told him more than once that if there was anything he wasn't pleased with..he could just jolly well tell it to me straight to my face... Well, guess what, he had a choice.. to tell me & resolve matters OR not to tell me and leave issues hanging... Fact is, he chose the latter one & that's how we ended up stuck in the mud now...

The question/problem residing within me is that I don't see how am I to be capable of revealing his deepest darkest secrets when I am like so oblivious to what's happening in his life... he doesn't treat me like his friend...he doesn't think that there is a need to share certain issues...

Well, that's fine with me.... The gist is... I certainly don't deserve to be besmirch with things which I have not done.... However.. I will not deny that I too did back stab him. Going around bitching about him.... Certainly I do not get anything out of it except paying him back in his own coin. Nevertheless... I do not feel a tad sorry for him or myself....You know? NO...actually you don't know what's it like to be....

Ever paranoid about the fact that the moment you turn your back or is out of sight...they are actually gossiping about you.... Jeering & bitching about you..How about a worst scenario whereby just right in front of your face they are exchanging glances... giving each other the "see what i told you about her" look..Or even times where they are gossiping kinda loudly & you have to hear the cold hard truth with your own ears....

Its not that I've never attempted to be the ideal good friend & throw away all those rumours aside... But, it has come to a stage, this stage whereby these doubts pile up so high... too high to deny anymore...To that stage where my last nerve has been plucked & I too just decide to pay him his dues.... Till now I am still unaware of what incited him to do such things to me in the first place...

Back then we had this major argument because of his way of treating pp.... & now..history is just repeating itself... I guess when things starts a certain way...its likely to end in that very certain way too....All I want is for things to be settled in a direct manner... face to face.... I just can't speak to him if he doesn't want to reciprocate....For I certainly hate the idea of us hiding behind this monitor screen and posting derogatory statements about each other....After all...its probably the last year I'll ever see him....

I certainly don't wish for things to end in such a heated manner.... Especially for old times sake.. neither will I resort to using vulgarities on him.... Most of all... its high time I've learned to start surrounding myself with people that actually cares or probably even go solo.... It'll make me a much happier person....Again, I do not feel sorry for myself or for him.... Actually, correction... I should feel sorry for him I guess...probably he deserves it... probably only through the hard way, people learn.

Out!

Squeaks` @* 9:44 PM
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Friday, October 26, 2007

Too much stuff has happened these few weeks, it has been kinda indescribable for me to write it down here, too much asterisk in all i wanna tell my friends...Like i used to say, i do have a knack in finding out the truth. It always comes to me sooner or later.

All the negative things that is happening to me right now...i could seriously go on for pages...I'm not gonna simply type all my troubles, emo stuff, etc. out...i'm just not ready to share it with everyone yet...simply because if i do that...endless consequences comes with it.

I've been staying over at cocky and joanna's new house...it is seriously nice...very affordable as well...the first night was a dinner party...it was supposedly just for cocky and her boy...but well...many of us blueberries tagged along...i helped with the cooking...curry chicken and ma po tofu....though there were only 2 dishes for 8 of us...but i enjoyed it thoroughly...however ...just that one thing disappointed a few of us that night....Anyhow...i hoped things will turn brighter soon...

The second night was another night on the bed with my endless thoughts swirling crazily...i couldnt no matter how hard i tried put those disturbing thoughts away...the 3 of us chatted that night...i'm glad cocky and joanna are with me...very greatful indeed...friends are friends...playmates will remain as playmates...

I didnt know that there were so bloody much stuff going on now...without me knowing...i thought those only happens in primary or secondary school...never expected it to happen in college...by people who are to the near end of their teenage years...fucking retarded stuff drives me nuts...The truth is unraveling by itself...or simply by human nature of bitching around in school...i have warned enough...talked enough...cursed enough...your life is yours to handle...mine is mine...sticking your nose into other's business is not how God wanted humans to behave...

I have changed...better or worse is my own sense of conscious to decide...not for u to put your judgment on...The lies...the exaggeration...the action of putting others low...the freaking past with me digging out more and more dirty secrets...is putting me to relapse...Would you imagine how you would feel if we were in each other's shoes for these few weeks?i beg to to differ...you wont...since that is impossible...More and more stupid...skin deep...wadever-you-feel-like-is-the-correct-word conversations are giving us grudges against each other...


Squeaks` @* 9:38 PM
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Monday, October 22, 2007



Squeaks` @* 1:20 AM
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Thursday, October 18, 2007



I've been playing with my camera for the past few days...taking candid shots everywhere!

Classes have been fine...econs has finally moved out of Adam Smith and Marx's shadows...getting used to keely's voice....his handwriting however is still unreadable...CU is really boring...get drowsy every single time after 15 min listening to her monotone directions...."click the office button, click open, open your z-drive, go to unit blah blah blah, and open it.."same routine everyday....singing is alright...PAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPA for these 2 weeks....

I'm still bringing lunch box!didnt quit like i thought i would within a few days...had curry chicken thighs today from last night's dinner...then went to library to slack off the hours before sports night...then the bad news came..sports night cancelled due to the incoming storm....damn it la...hope the storm worsens so we dont have to go to school tml...anyway..chatted in the library...took pictures...did all sorts of Dull stuff before jacky drove us home after work...

Fell asleep...woke up when it's time for dinner...omg..i brought lunch box to save money...but we're like going out for dinner so often...and SO bloody expensive...RUBY TUESDAY...Top sirloin steak+coke....ahhhhh....16 bucks gone...

Played msn recording and msgplus with everyone...like 10 pp in 1 conversation...lol...arthur so poor thing...no mic...couldnt talk...so lame la..J G Cash annabel is like in the house...but we're all joining in the conversation too...hear them record their voice into the conv...then hear it play in my own window...and again in annabel's window....3 times ok!!!each sentence!!!

Prepare agenda..then sleep!

Squeaks` @* 11:04 PM
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The above photos are those i've been collecting since fall orientation...then the puyallup fair...dinner parties...webcam fun time!!!blah blah blah...

Squeaks` @* 12:47 AM
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

I took stanley's camera and started snapping pics of everyone in our korean bbq trip...hehe...candid pics are fun!
On Fryday...i was sooooo nervous about the election...fortunately many friends were there to calm me down and gave me their support...thanks!!SOOO...I'm the secretary now!!!YAY!take minutes take minutes take minutes!!!
Saturday woke up at cash's fly-jumping-skipping out of my room to collect some package at the door...then woke up again at annabel's super loud phone ringing tune...this time...all of us are wide awake already...didnt stick to our original plan to sleep till 1.30pm...martin called...arthur called...A Kwan asked...called scarlett...called Iris...called jacky...did all that calling and confirming timing eith everyone...so we all met at tcc at 1.30...J went to fetch Iris and vegas...so the rest of us after many exchanging of bus...waiting in the sun....after all that tiring process of going to have korean bbq...we reached at 3...all of us were hungry and quickly got started....ATE TONS...seriously...damn full...we had all that group shots after bbqing...and being bored and restless...i took stanley's camera and started snapping candid pics of everyone...gosh...i can really be a peparrazi or something...many didnt know that i was aiming the focus right at their lollipop-filled mouths...
Went home and started playing wii sports...mahjong...blah blah blah...another one of those weekend activities....no idea how long this will last...
i need to buy shampoo again...
i need to prepare lunchbox this entire week...i HAVE to...
i need to study econs..
OUT!

Squeaks` @* 4:16 PM
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Friday, October 12, 2007

i dont know why people keep doing that...even with the different environment, people, culture, ethnicity....it is freaking irritating that they have no sense of self respect or any sense of self reservation...

I already know wad u are saying behind my back...history is simply repeating itself...friends are telling me to run away from it...i want...i so wanna run...but i dont have a choice now as consequences comes with it...i admit some of the things are just wad i hear from people...but some i really did hear u said it out loud to my friends...that u cant deny...u weren't careful enough while u were ruining my relationship with my own friends...

You are in a relationship and yet u obliviously flirt with whoever u are interested in...i dont know wad kind of morals u hold that made u believe u could do that..i dont know wad made u such a jerk in my eyes suddenly...because of the sudden interest u took on...some of ur very own close friends and some of ur enemies are joining in forces to hurt u...You are too busy and happily enjoying your life to realise the possible crash coming in for u....i was not jealous...i was pissed at the personal morals u once said u uphold them strongly and then just breaks them so easily when u found her....if u didnt said u had all those morals that u wont ever change..i wouldnt be so pissed yet...u had all the wrong assumptions and being self-centric...u had to go around and spread the words that u made up from ur own very impressive imagination...i am seriously impressed at the amount of lies u told...i am seriously impressed how u can jump right in to ruin all my friendships that was treasured so much..u always gave me the impression that it's your job to put me as low as possible in our social circle...becareful with ur words...because u are stirring up another group of haters again...when u critisized me...did u realise that's exactly wad others and i am thinking of u...

I dont want things to go worse...find yourself and be a better person...

A messed up garden in my heart..

Squeaks` @* 1:22 AM
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School was as usual today...Econ200 was almost interesting today cause of the sudden quiz...join others in the library for poker games again...i'm becoming a gambler already...at least an hour everyday will be dedicated to the game of poker...and i'm always having my hands itch for mahjong...i'm like bringing a deck of cards to school everyday...pressing on people to join me in the game...and thus, resulting in many friends playing card games during that 1 hour break...

After waiting for an entire quarter and an entire month of summer holidays....FINALLY there's sports night..IT IS SO FUN FUN FUN...i was with ferio and against lam and heiwa...lost once won once...so draw...didnt finish the last match as J and i wanted to play against hai and jason....haix...we lost la....by 1 or 2 points...cant remember...but i had so much fun...went to watch basketball match with vegas....chatted with stanley and martin for abit....then we like cheering like little girls for them...hehehehe....Dominique is soooo damn good...every impossible angle to shoot the ball...he made it through...

Had denny's just now....steak was really way too rare...

OUT!

liar

Squeaks` @* 1:05 AM
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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Dont treat me like a child no more...cause i aint one...i understand my feelings...whereas you dont even know me...passes the wrong judgement on people from things u hear...you are more of a child than i do...it's time for u to do some self-reflection dont u think?

I expected more from both of you...

You've not experienced the long-run circumstances that i did...so shut your gap and mind your own business CHILD!

Squeaks` @* 12:31 AM
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Monday, October 8, 2007

Friday was another fun-filled day...skipped econs...Iris said many in her class did too...so i decided to wait for CU in the library...played with vegas chatted with people...got Fortenbery to sign the add drop form...CU was DULL...plain DULL...

No singing...so we Finally went out for lunch...I love Bento...we had a whole room to ourselves again...which is so cool...chatted chatted...shared lunch with vegas...and went to ISO meeting...meeting was alright...didnt last long that day...had lots of popcorn and pepsi...

Tennis was abit of a bore that night..waited in the cold for a long time...it was freezing...

Reached home...had dinner....played...i cant remember wad i did that night...AHHH...played UNO...then went to play WII...and chit chatted with Iris and Martin...it wasnt till after mid-night that they left...martin and jason stayed over...

Saturday..got up after 12...went to tmall...was there to help annable and a Kwan to get backpacks...didnt pick up anything...those Jansports in bookstore were a hundred times better than those we saw in the mall..had a delectable thai fried noodles...it was actually really spicy...

Separated into 2 groups...i was with iris a kwan annable arthur and martin...we bought chocolate lollipops at see's candies...i had it for like hours...we bought bouncy balls at old navy...martin gave me his cause his was red...lol...anyhow...we had a fun time there...oooo..and we also stopped at the sex toy+costume store...it was FUN to look at all those interesting things...serious...some of which are things i've never imagined that actually exists before...met the rest of the gang...

The guys went to get steamboat stuff..we girls and cash and G went home first...we got sodas and paper bowls on the way...reached home..slacked for abit...vegas came with my FAVOURITE sweets!!!I'm soooo happy...then the guys came back...they prepared the food...martin and i went over to heiwa's place to say hello...played mahjong for abit...it was so cute...the tiny table with the tiny mahjong...martin got bored and went back first...lol...

Got back home and the food was ready...so we began our FEST!!!!super UBER yummy...gray tim alice and hiphop jacky joined us too...one of the down side was there wasnt any chilli left...gotta wait till my mum sends it over again....and i seriously dont know when is that..

Then they started to play mahjong...i was playing mario monopoly with martin for abit...waited for my turn at the tables...

hugely disappointed

anyways...me iris martin and arthur enjoyed our time playing poker...it was damn funny...we got sleepy at 5/6 in the morning...and i drifted off to dreamland...woke up in the afternoon...slacked...watched the jay chou movie...surprising ending...cool piano scene...



Ahhh...too sleepy to blog now...OUT!



U ******* forgets everyone!

Squeaks` @* 2:41 AM
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

Today was like our very own self-created sports afternoon...after a sumptious meal of pork chop and fried indo-noodles...we all went to cypress cove...divided into 2 groups...heihei martin and stanley went to play basketball with some other people...me annabel vegas went along with cash arthur heiwa to play TENNIS!!!!

TENNIS IS DAMN FUN LA!

My wrist is abit sore now...kept using those badminton swings and wanna smash the ball...they kept saying if i continue to do that..my wrist will break...lol...

Walked all the way back...drank lots of pepsi...ate watermelon...ate chilli...martin is crazy...he gets addicted to it everytime he pops it into his mouth...

Played WII....lame ass rabbit games...Martin broke my record!!!!!i'll break his next week...

I skipped class for the very first time this quarter today...CU...after sleeping for the entire 50 min during econs...went to library...told A GUAN on heiwa's phone that we'll skip class today...lol...and instead went to play poker in the cafeteria...there was me heiwa ray ansu kevin robert and eric...took turns to play...then some of them went to class...heiwa me and ray went o eat IHOP...got a strawberry milkshake...so not thirst relieve...made me more thirsty...

Singing was super fast today...

OMG...they finally "WAD" already laaaaaa!!!!!

Squeaks` @* 8:06 PM
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Last week's lunch has cost me ALOT...so this week...all of us brought our lunch box to share instead...it is a fun, inexpensive and healthier way of spending our afternoon...which is just wad we all need!!!

Though it took some of my time at night to prepare lunch for the next day...it's better this way seriously than spending all those unworthy money away at some vietnamese restaurant or something...

Love all these lunch box festivals...

Anthropology has to go..Dropped PE already...gonna take brown next quarter...nga told me he's much much better...that leaves me with only 13 credits this quarter...Econ 200 is such a pain...keely goes on and on about Capitalism ....blah blah blah....cant remember...

OMG...people are showing their true colours already...though they managed to kept it in the dark for a while...a leopard will never be able to change its spots...wad's beneath will surface somehow...

Irritation is rubbing on me...find your senses and leave!

out!

Squeaks` @* 12:08 AM
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

School has been such a BORE!!!!!wake up everyday at 8.15am...econ 200 starts at 9.30 Daily....i dont understand wad keely is talking about each lesson laaaa!!!!he's too old...they say the problem lies with his teeth...could barely pronounce the words correctly...anyhow..i'm gonna try my best to comprehend with econs...though i'm not getting any of it yet....haix....
Next class is at 10.30...Anthropology....OMG....i saw the syllabus and was like wth!!!!95% to get an A grade....are u serious???????i'm just gonna try....cant drop it anyway since all other classes are full....the instructor is kinda the lively-bubbly person...talks and talks and talks non-stop during that hour...and she has some stupid rules...like no zipping bags or wadsoever...i've been jotting down notes this few days and realise wad big huge trouble am i in...why am i taking this class?kept asking myself that question over and over again...
Next class is CU at 11.30....quite alright...the lady instructor is kinda fierce looking...
Next is TCC singers at 12.30....so funny la....sing spanish song today....everyone could hardly get the words out...and I CANT ROLL MY Rssssss!!!!!i dont get it how others can do it so effortlessly when i try so hard and all that came out was a pathetic flipped R...like LeRr...or leleR...wadever....the guy who sat next to me is doing the bass and i kept messing up when his voice covers mine...that guy from my 102 class..."Uncle Mcdonalds" is in tcc singers too....and i could still remember his name...benjamin something...
Lastly...total fitness at 1.30...instructor sooooooo muscular....she's 48 and still so healthy....worst thing is i have to read a stupid book for this class...i thought pe is just working out and stuff...didnt know there's exams...haix...

In conclusion...sch has been alright till now...on the happier side...i've been having a wonderful tme with the new students from hongkong...they are soooo funny...all are crazy nice people...we went to eat at this vietnamese restaurant on monday....thai restaurant on tuesday...and I love Bento today...and each time is like a HUGE gang...WHHEEEEE...sooooo happy la!!

And And...last night was another super fun night....a sorta "mid-autumn festival party" was held in our apartment...everyone enjoyed themselves...heiwa brought his wii over....hahahahahahaha...i won boxing against heihei and stanley...hahahahahahahahaahah...ray and ansu came over as well..played card games...and 7-level pig...Iris lost...lol...she from level 0 jumped straight to 6...J and C was super nice to buy dinner at market place...we all ate happily and chatted happily...i was playing the number game with stanley and we used chilli as the forfeit...gosh...ate tons of chilli....until my ears hurt...

This quarter has started out really good...so i hope it's gonna stay that way or even better!!!

Squeaks` @* 10:43 PM
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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Yesterday was DAMN FUN!!!WHOOOOOO!!!woke up at 11 plus...cash was already chatting excitedly outside....jason and G were up too...so i dragged myself up and saw all of them entertaining themselves shamelessly with the high tech gadgets in the house...PS2...computers...internet phone...blah blah blah...slacked for a while..had a game of Winning with cash...HOHOHO....draw!then lost the penalties...unfair!i didnt know wad keys to press...

Anyways...got dressed and met the rest of the hk gang at tcc...guys followed chris to tcc...girls and hei hei with me G and jason in bus 53...took FOREVER to reach...but still better than waiting for 52 to come...chatted happily on the bus..

Met the rest and jacky and cash at food court...ate a sumptious infamous teriyaki chicken..i swear i'm gonna puke if i have another teriyaki meal this week again...i've had it for no-idea-how-many-consecutive-days already...and we went straight to wad we came to tmall for...PHONE CARDS!!!the guys got them...the girls didnt...Slacked outside old navy for a while...exchanging phone no.s...finally went off the J,C,G and jason to get food for the hotpot party that night...

Hit 38 street...bought tons of veges...went to korean market...bought beef,mushrooms...and few other supermarkets to get other food and drinks....went home and started preparing everything...wash food...set the table...prepare the soup base....busy busy busy...everyone had a task to accomplish...Nam came over as well!!he slacked alot...lol...

Soon...just when we were all done with the preparations...everyone came...first time with 20 pp cramp in my house...haha...sooo crowded and noisy and fun!!!!we quickly separated into goups...home became a casino...cards in everyone's hands...i was playing dice with some guys...some hooked onto PS2 the moment they step into the apartment...lol...after a while...everyone was getting hungry....we all crowded around the tables and began the feast!!!!!omg...i kept eating non-stop...ate till damn full!!!!and it was so cheap...$9 per person...haha...

People started playing games after eating for a long time...UNO...poker...dice...and me stanely chester Nam G played the slap game again...SOOOO FUN LA!!!so long since i played that...kept slapping people and getting slapped....heheheheh....soooooo exciting...chatted with people...got to know some of them even more...played another card game with the guys.,...martin so poor thing...kept loosing...anyways...it was almost midnight already...J and Nam started drving people home...i had a SUPER UBER happy night...

It's probably the best-most successful even that "ISO" has ever had...maybe we should do it for every orientation!!!!^^

Today...went to korean street to have lunch...beef with tofu soup...omg...i can barely find any beef laa...even tinier than my small finget nail...and hit "BIG" fred meyer...bought alarm clock...basket for clothes...cup...etc...reached home...slacked for abit...chatted on msn...then got dinner at market place...they give us the food like it's free...soooooo damn alot...boxed it up and will finish it tml as lunch...planned to go back to G and C's place to get back stuff...mission failed....they changed the lock..-_-....stupid manager...made us excited for so long...planned everything perfectly already...damn it....

Waiting for my clothes to dry now...haix...schedule is super packed thins quarter...5 classes in total..each has 10min break in between...gonna be sooo tired everyday...

i want 5 As!!!!!!

Squeaks` @* 11:50 PM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

So...i've been helping out as a mentor for fall's international student's orientation...it has been a good experience so far...there are more than 80 new students...about a quarter of them are from hong kong...then the vietnamese...korean...chinese...and japanese...with some other nationalities....

On the first day...we brought them around the school for campus tour...went to the gym...library...cafeteria...the new science and engineering building...me and jacky were in charge of the big hong kong gang group..hong kongers are indeed hong kongers...the official noisy group among the new students!And!!!we finally after 3 months of break...went to lakewood to play badminton!!!2 of the new students...jason and dennis joined us....hehehe...jason was really good!!!we had a fun night together!!!with blisters all over my hands now...-_-''


The second day...another boring day of orientation for the new students..they sat through all sorts of talks in building 28 room 106....which reminds me of astronomy...O GOSH!the mentors sat through some of it with them...like the insurance stuff...and helped them with all sorts of forms...it was an alright day...jason and dennis came over to our apartment to play again...they were soooo happy to have that Gundam game to play...we had I love Bento in the afternoon...together with G and TWL ...had to box it home...for supper...

On wednesday...SEATTLE TRIP!WHEEE...played mario on the bus....haha...fun fun fun...had a race with the hong kong girls...they are like so PRO la!i used G's nds...used his dragon car...really good!Reached seattle...chester came along with us...and all of us strolled together along the pike place market...drank starbucks at the first ever starbucks store in the world!it's my first time there as well...didnt know it was there before...took some pics...recommended the white chocoloate mocha to some people...i'm glad they liked it...J hated it though...he drinks black coffee...PURE black coffee...eeewww...hehe..had group photos at the beach...went back to meet the rest..went shopping downtown...separated into a few groups..my group went to stores like levis...niketown...and met the rest at gameworks...the guys were like engrossed in their games...so we waited for a while and went to eat together at the food court in westlake mall...afterwhich...hit A&F...nothing much to see..i dont wanna spend money like crazy again!!went to international district...ate again!damn full...chat around and learned interesting things from the girls...bought groceries at UWA...Finally...time to go back to tacoma!Jason dennis chester martin and arthur (i think thats how it's spelled) came over to play PS2...lol...they had fun with the Gundam game again...i learned a magic trick!!played UNO with Jason dennis J and G...dennis's luck was definitely not with him that night...kept losing...hohoho...kept gettting lots of draws from everyone!!!anyhow...we had a fun night...i'm happy with the week!!!

Today...woke up super early to accompany G to UWS to chop a nice bed...lol...his dorm is like soooo nice...the view was superb!!!!the nicest view of the sea and bridge in seattle can be seen from his gigantic bedroom window...went back to tcc...started the mentor job again...handled the passports...ahhhhh...some special cases...no passports...no I20s..name not on the list...blah blah blah..all sorts of circumstances happened....after settling them in to take the test...me and G and jason started to photocopy all the important documents...there were sooooo many to handle...and pp kept interrupting...haix...after the test...ate the free lunch..yum!helped reuth with some stuff...and got the student life T!!!took the bus to puyullup fair...played mario again...got lousier by day...dunno why...reached...walked around...ate burgers...drank lemonade from the super uber cute pink tall bottle that they sell there...hehheehehhe....chatted...watched pp play games...got tempted by some games...but decided not to play since it was sooo expensive to play them...and i hate queuing up to wait for rounds...there were TONS of people today...left to have dinner in the teriyaki store...beef teriyaki...not bad...sent alfred home...and now i'm finally updating my blog...cash is coming back tml!!!Nam is too!!!WHOOO!!!

Squeaks` @* 10:55 PM
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